“People travel all over the worldin-search for that one thing/person which can make them feel complete, whilewhen that thing/person has always been right in-front of them.”
Just as in thesaying, “you don’t know what you have until it’s gone,but you don’t know what you’ve been missing until it arrives.”Essentially, this quote is true, but what if you go through life never meeting that one person who makes you feel special? Or worst, what if you’ve already met them and let them go without even knowing they were you’re other half? So sometimes I just think that life is full of the unexpected-you can expects omething to turn out a certain way, of course you can even do things and anticipate it to turn out the way you want it to, but there’s always that one chance it’s not going to be as you pleased. So a lot of times, people search for that one thing which can make them happy. They would travel to the depths of the ocean in search for it-to never realize it’s been right in-front of them all along or until it's too late. The things in-life which happen are all destined, it could be good or it could be bad, whatever you choose or how you choose to react to it, is based on your perception. Yet, simply accepting the notion that everything happens for a reason or that everything is destined, is tremendous tough. It’s one thing to have shit happen and it’s another thing to accept it with grace.For instance, I would’ve never in my life, ever would've anticipated my life to turn out the way it did. I never would’ve though, during my youth, my life would turn out the way it did: Especially the car accident. I never would’ve even think, in the most ostentatious dream, my life would turn out the way it did. I always thought that when I reach this stage in my life, I would be settled or perhaps-at the least, content with everything. It’s so hard to accept life as it is… I worked so hard to get the kind of outcome or to get the opportunities that I’ve been given, but there were always some kind of obstacle in my way: Especially with everyone in my surrounding, I never would’ve thought I would’ve encountered this kind ofoutcome… It’s like.. My life is such a disappointment. I’m such adisappointment. No-matter how hard I try, no-matter what I do, no-matter, whatI achieve, the events in-life will eventually bring me back to step one. Afterthe car accident, I struggle for years to finally get into graduates studies, but because the teacher didn’t like me (because I had a long criminal record inmy younger years), he purposely failed me. Then a few years after, I managed to find a professional designation, but had to drop it because of my language barrier. And now… I have nothing to look forward to anymore. During the hardest times of my life, if I found someone who overlooked my exterior or the lack thereof, than I would embrace her and would do anything and everything to make her living as comfortable as it can get. Unfortunately though, I never found anyone. I never found anyone who would overlook my poverty, the obstacles I faced or the lack of stability in my life. I never found anyone who was willing to go through the trials and tribulations of life with me. All I found were people who say they would, but never managed to live up to their words...
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